mc again~ lol.. sore eyes..
past few days been really sick.. immunity nt good.. i realize i seldom fall sick de.. till ever since enter poly.. probably the stress too much for me.. i realize how unhappy i am in poly.. its equally stress to JC actually.. i should have went jc.. maybe YJC like tracy..
miss those sec sch days.. where u come home, u can play com watch TV nt having to worry bout tmr at all.. (yes i used to chiong CS whenever i reach home unless my bro at home). Now come to poly, nt only have to worry bout tmr.. but oso nxt week.. the week after.. projects .. reports.. u guys oso experienced it b4.. sux isnt it? zzz.
i wish there's a long long holiday.. where i can slp late.. wake up late.. watch Friends as much as i wan.. play game as much as i wan.. hang out wif buddies as much as i can..
i suddenly felt so lost.. duno where i am heading..though my lecturers said gpa dosent determine anything.. its jus a form of encouragement.. reality still reality.. gpa affects much. To be true, actually my results thus far owes it to my.. diligence.. not intelligence.. i really dun think i am tat smart at all..juz memorise things well tats all.. haha. Dun think i am gd enuff for local U nxt time..these ppl in U are really clever.. spontaneous ideas and understanding..really committed to the course..I thought of studying psychology in SIM nxt time coz from my tis attachment, it discourage me from field of life science..makes me lose total interest in science..zz
i noe everyone having hard times now.. endure ya endure.. the day of freedom (holidays) will come for sure.. matter of time..jia you everyone~
*endure another 3mths+..* for liberty and freedom!
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